Silence.

" I wanted words but all I heard was nothing." - There. I've said it. I've been singing that song since the first time I heard of it,and everytime my mind lingers, I still hear it in my head. Half the lovelorn public knows it, and the other half may have heard of it but were not aware of it. Too Bad.

When it comes to LOVE(or should i say "compromise"), we all think that we are capable of doing the impossible. and that is changing the mind, or the emotion of a human being, by wearing our heart on our sleeve, by looking like a wet puppy, or by simply bringing on the waterworks.But No. There are some things that a simple human being cannot do.You can expect the heart  to be merciful, but is that really what we want?

A year ago, I thought I was capable of the impossible. I wore my heart on my sleeve and I fought for the man I love.but nothing happened.He left me.In a situation so hopeless, I was hoping, wanting to hear words out of him , but then i heard Nothing. It went on for a while that i cursed what I heard. Nothing. But it took me a while to thank what I heard.

If it wasn't for that nothing I would not realize that I can be Something without Him.
If it wasn't for that nothing I would not expand my horizons and spread my wings out to fly.
You know the rest.

But then again, should we really regret hearing Nothing??

Sometimes with all the trials good ol' LIFE throws at us then we ask God and hears Nothing as an answer, we blame Him.not knowing in the end, that the answer is NOTHING in itself. We can never tell for sure but what has happened,no matter how miserable or life changing it may be,is HIS will. We were given the capabilities to understand but since we're too engrossed to hearing "NOTHING", we cannot hear what he says,and that is, In My Time.You Will See. Sirang plaka na ito. People who have been hurt should have memorized this by now.

"Am I better off a Quitter?" ..Just a thought.

at 4 a.m

its not everyday i get this too much excitement driven out by a newly installed reformatted pc,all thanks to a friend..but then again, here i am, typing and creating my very own first blog.


im writing this blog so that i can blurt out everything that i can't say.
im writing this blog hoping that one day i too, can make a difference.as we all can.
im writing this blog not to hurt anybody with my views,nevertheless, what they think of me is their problem, not mine.




and so.
as inspiration starts to drift away from my mind,as im trying to fight away the drowsiness my eyes feel,i end my very first blog post.


its not everyday i get this too much excitement driven out by a newly installed reformatted pc,but then again, i am hoping,that as i walk each and every single day when i get out of my steel matting covered house which i truly love, apart from the excitement out of a tangible personal computer, i hope to find something else to write about..AN INSPIRATION.